Prophetic Soaking Music

6/8/13

I will never......


Okay, so I will never fully understand some people.

Yes, I said fully understand. Fully, because, honestly in so many ways, I do. I do I understand the very ones I say I will never understand. It's just that I only understand in part, not in whole.

I mean, I see - I hear - I take in. 
I bring it to the Lord in prayer. Holy Spirit speaks. He teaches. I am, at times even, (when that seems not enough) given divine understanding. Still - I have to say - I will never fully understand some people.






Perhaps it is my own stubbornness that keeps me in this place. Just far enough back from total understanding. Just far enough that it disallows empathy to sprout up within me. Almost like a protective force field around my heart takes over. Pushing away anything that gets too close.
 One I am not consciously aware of. It's in a place of "half way there" that  I find myself in a place of  feeble humanness. Somehow, I find justification, subconsciously of course, in holding back on total understanding - which paves the way to acceptance which then opens the door to unconditional love -( 1 Corinthians chapter 13 style love) which in turn brings full understanding. Got kind of a full circle thing going on there.

I don't mean to be so hard hearted towards these folk - (the ones I claim I will never fully understand)
I do truly love these people.
It is my desire to be completely filled with the complete love of G-D towards them so I can move in empathy making the way for understanding and unconditional love.
It's just that I am actually having a real moment in my own life -  the Lord has been speaking to me allot just recently about this very thing.
I felt the need to utilize my little corner of the WorlWideWeb to vocalize. That simple. :)

Hmmm
Realizing at this moment that pretty much no one reading this is gonna what I am talking about! lol

Oh well..... It won't be the first time!

Hey if you read this and it makes sense to you - possibly - in a world of wonder - even blesses you - Would you please leave a comment  and let me know?


There was a time, long ago when I first started this blog - People would leave a smile or a comment. I had maybe 1 to 10 hits a day. Now, unbelievably (to me) I have anywhere from 30 to 400 hits a day on this lil ol' blggity thing! :) But never so much as one comment...

I have actually given thought to closing down the blog....as....I don't do this for me.

BUT - I see how many people read it - so I don't stop.

But it would be kinda nice to hear from ya a'll!

Sooooo------Shalom! --------- I loves ya!!! I pray for you too!! Don;t know your names but G-D does!



Have an awesome week!!
AmyColleen 



This WORD changed my life.......

I was diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis in late 1990's
In 2002 I received this word from the Lord.
In 2003 I was instantaneously - miraculously and completely healed!

I believe I need to share this powerful word with others.



I sent forth my word and healed you
Why do you seek for what you can not find, among those who have no authority over life or death?
A Greater calling
Find your calling in MY heart
Seek me above all else
Desire my deepest love
Give all you have for what I am
I have made you who you are
For my purpose and for my pleasure you were created
Come before me and share my love
Know me
Give room to my Spirit
Let me in your deepest place
Lift up your voice and seek my face
Walk with me; talk with me; sing your sweet love songs to me
Forsake not thy first love for it pleases me and touches my heart
This is why I have created you; above all else and before anything more
In this you will find the answers that you seek
Do not look in vain to man's answers
The answer is in me
I love you


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