Dream of Darkness

Darkness was everywhere. It was so strange. I felt as if I had been here before. I recognized the people and the surroundings. Everything. The only difference was the darkness; and with the darkness there was a  dank chill in the air. Strangely enough the people were bustling about. Going to and fro like a normal day. We were in a downtown market place. In the city. There was chatter among everyone. What you would expect to hear except the sound had a deep timber to it. The peoples heads were hung low. There seemed to be a visible oppression hanging over them like a fog.

I was there among them in the market place, though they did not see me. Yet at the same time as I made my way through the crowd, each person moved out of the way for me as if they were compelled to do so. They moved completely out of my way. So much so that I couldn't speak to them or even get a good look at them to get their attention. I tried. I wanted so badly to reach out to them. I felt so badly for them. Everyone was so sad. I could feel their loneliness, their pain, their suffering. It was so very dark. More so than night time. Different even than night time. Almost as if there was an opaque, black, blanket of demonic fog or haze that had settled in around the city market place.

I tried for a while to reach out to the people. Then I just stood and watched and cried.

As Jesus spoke to me,

"Be the light you were meant to be. Shine for me. Let me shine through you. Come walk with me and let  my Holy Spirit have full control. See Great and marvelous things. The glorious mysteries of  my kingdom. You, you, are what I desire. I gave myself for you. I gave myself for them. Do you love me ? I love you. Walk with me. Take my hand and walk with me to the true promised land. See the glory of the God all around. Share what I have given you....with those in darkness. I love you ....love them for me."

FEAR NOT!......SHARKS in YOUR Water> a Vision/Dream

So I was busy moving around, working in this body of water.I was doing all kinds of work. Helps all kinds of people. Church going people and non church going people alike. I was helping build houses and giving people drinks of water and helping people cool off....a little bit of everything. The water had some shallows and some semi deep areas, but no water that ever was deep enough to go over anyones head. You could see your feet where ever you were. The water was refreshing, for the most part. I knew this in my spirit. Also because the people I was helping would come into the water. (the had to come into the water to get needs met) Some were thirsty, some were hot, or worn out. Some just needed a helping hand and they would get into the water and then they would be rejuvenated and their needs would be met.


Then there was this one person; the entire time I was helping others; the entire time, that just stood in the same place in the water. He stood there so long that water's became muddied. So much so that you could not see his feet any longer through the once perfectly clear water. He had a sniper riffle he gripped very strongly and a very serious, concerned look upon his face. Every few moments I would hear a gun shot and turn around and see him with his eye to the scope of the riffle. I would quickly make my way over to him; gently guide the riffle down and instruct him with these words,
"No...no....don't shoot! Those are live people over their! You may hurt or even worse kill someone."
I must have done this about five or six times. Each time this person would  respond,
"Oh, okay." but they would't move and they would become more stuck in the muddied water.


They were actually aiming at a city afar off. So far off in fact that they riffle could not reach, (thankfully) the shots were hitting the water.


About the seventh time, I went over this person, whose arms, at this point were weary from holding up this heavy riffle and whose face was riddle with fear. I asked them, 
"Why are you shooting at the city?"


They answered me, 
"I know there is danger ahead."


I told them again not to shoot at the city because their were innocent people that may get hurt.


I walked away...then turned around one last time....and with a sad heart said,
"Don't be so focused on the future that the present is stolen from you. Today is a gift from God and Satan, the deceiver is trying to steal your gift from you."

It wasn't ten seconds and I heard screaming and when I turned around I saw great white sharks surrounding the person. The sharks mouths were all open wide. Thee man was stuck in the muddied water and could not get free and  was attacked and eaten  alive. I turned and covered my face and began to weep.

How absolutely horrifying!!! I still remember this vision!!!

I had it last night/early this morning. 

How true is it for so many of us? In so many areas of our lives?

We are so focused on our tomorrows that we loose sight of our todays?

I have been thinking about this all day today. This is one of the enemy's #1 weapons at work!

-FEAR-

Do Not Worry

Matthew 6:25-34

    ²⁵ “Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes? ²⁶ Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? ²⁷ Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life?   ²⁸ “And why do you worry about clothes? See how the flowers of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. ²⁹ Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. ³⁰ If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you—you of little faith? ³¹ So do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ ³²For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. ³³ But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. ³⁴ Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."


Matthew Chapter 6

The Empty Room in the Church

A Dream

I had a dream that I was in the church with men and woman of all ages. We had just gotten out of a wonderful worship service and were all headed towards the fellowship area of the church. At first the men and woman were hanging out together, then they split up. I did not go with the rest of the woman, at first, I had found a small cozy room with a bed, lamp and bible in it and chose to stay in there. The men went one place; and the woman went into another very large area.

After a short while, I put my Bible down and got up and went and visited the others. I saw the men standing around in the kitchen. They were all very nice to me and even tried to engage me in conversation. Then as I walked on I found the woman. They were all in a very large room that looked very much like a closet, which was loaded with hanging clothes. They were all pulling out outfits that were hanging on the closets poles, one by one, and discussing whose they were and going further to discuss the person themselves.

I stood there at first, in an almost state of unbelief, then I actually joined in…..bringing up the ungodly way we have allowed our children to dress themselves. Then I felt uncomfortable as all eyes were on me. So I left their company and began walking back to my comfortable room with the bed and lamp and Bible….I passed the men in the kitchen who offered me something to drink and some more conversation. I took a cup of water and kept going. I didn’t make it to my room because I saw a different room on my way. A room I hadn’t noticed before, in the church. The door was open and the room was empty, so I went in. It was a simple room with simple enough carpet. Nothing on the walls. I do remember the walls were the same color as the carpet, chocolate or earthy.

There was an altar….it was a step that went completely across the room; and above the altar there was a window the entire wall size. ….I walked in the room and walked down to the step (altar) and sat down. I just sat there and thought to myself, “I never even knew this room was here before. It’s never been used. It’s like new. It’s old…the style is old…but it’s like new.” At that I laid down and started to take a nap and I saw something out of the corner of my eye…..there was a door to my left. (facing the altar to the right) it seemed to open some, and I noticed a few things in front of it. I wasn’t afraid….just a bit apprehensive, I didn’t want to leave, at all…..and I still wanted to take a tiny nap, so I reached over and took the things and placed in front of the door…so nothing would come through while I was asleep.

There was a Green Fern Fawn

A Large Gold Ring

A Simple Chair

A Old Pair of Shoes

A String of Fruit; that actually looked like jewels.

Of course this didn’t keep the door from opening…… and this got my attention….

I went over to try and secure the door and this is what I heard.

"This is your new Room/Ministry

Where I am leading you…away from the masses…to a quiet place…to seek my face and hear my voice…to know me.

Come out from among them and be ye separate.

Do not partake in things I find detestable!

Lying. Bearing false witness. Building yourself up.

The time has come to become as I AM.

Do you not wish this?

Come away with me.

Offer yourself as a living sacrifice…pure and Holy and acceptable to Me and see

The Glory of your God Arise upon your life and the fruit of My Glory bring life everlasting to those around you!"

When I awoke….I realized I was being asked to walk a different walk….and being taken to a new place with the Lord.

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This was four or so years ago (I had this dream in 2006) and my life has most certainly been through insurmountable challenges….my faith tested beyond what I ever expected and the entirety of who I am/was has changed dramatically both inside and out.

I know my maker deeper. I know my God more intimately. I love my Lord more intensely, more passionately than I ever have in my entire life and I now need Him more than I ever have before.

Born a slave to sin through the curse I was given the great gift of choice by my blessed Holy Father God….and when HE found me….I choice to follow him. Now, after so many years; now after so many tears; now after all I have lived through; after all the Lord has seen me through…the fires the floods and the tribulations of abandonment and betrayal. The broken hearts, the broken promises and disappointments. Having gone through this life with Yeshua never leaving me….never forsaking me…always there by my side….seeing me through. When everyone else left me.When everyone else gave up on me….when everyone else had refused to see anything good in me… Yeshua…was faithful.

~ and ~ Because He was faithful through it all.

I have come to a place in my life....walk...relationship with Him (Yeshua/Jesus) that I truly feel I now have NO CHOICE.

I couldn't possibly walk away from the Lord if I tried.

THIS WORLD HAS NOTHING FOR ME.