Well - okay - rest now

Okay, so I did it. I finally did it.
Of course I feel like I have a huge sword stabbing me in my chest. Yep. Take a look at the sword to the right and THAT is what I have stabbing my in my chest right now. OUCH!
Sounds great huh?
Uh-m no! Thank you!
I was kinda hoping that feeling would have left me when I finished writing the letter. But it's still here. Ugh.

You know something?

It has been an amazing week!

No - Really - it has! I really dislike focusing on this pain I am feeling. In my heart - in my chest. It just seems to be so over powering at this moment. I so need to find my way - my way back to Him.
My way back to peace.

Oh how I wish I hadn't even left. I hadn't left, that place of rest, in Him.
I didn't want to - I truly did not - I simply had no choice.
I had to sit down and write this letter.
It HAD to be done. I actually thought about not writing it.
You know? Just forgetting about it, letting the whole issue slide back to the deep dark recesses of my mind?
That corner WAY back there?
You know the one I am talking about right?
Yeah-----well-------found out I don't have that dark corner anymore. hahah
I suppose that is a good thing J. 
However -   right about now I am thinking I would like a corner I could shovel some unwanted stuffs into from time to time!

That's where hiding in the 

Shadow of his wings 

Comes in so very nicely.

"He will cover you with his feathers, and under his wings you will find refuge; his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart." Psalm 91:4

I love the Lord and am so thankful He is here with me now.

I am so thankful for His unconditional love - for His Grace.

I am so thankful that He will never leave me or forsake me.

♥

 So thankful I can run to Him an hide in the shadow of His wings!

I'm coming Lord! 

Back to you and to that incredible peace!

♥

It's true, you know

I Live a Life of Miracles

So….Life totally did not turn out like I thought it would.

Ooooookay or like I had hoped it would.

Or…..yeah even like I realized it probably was going to.

Yep that’s right.

It just didn’t turn out that way at all.

Life is a miracle for me. No matter how I look at it. It’s a miracle.

Sure there have been bad times. But there have been allot of good times as well.

The bad times, are they entirely my fault; altogether my mess ups?

Well…..I have tried to make excuses for all the mess ups… but basically I just messed up; and if I make excuses for all the mess ups then I feel as though I have to make excuses for all the clean ups too.

I don’t want to make an excuse for the clean ups….. those are my miracles!

You know, now that I think about it, the way my life is actually turning out - may not be exactly how I thought it would be….but....it is.....actually allot closer to what I had always dreamed it could be.
:)

It seems to me that the closer I get to Holy Spirit, Himself, and ….the more I seek the Lord, Holy Spirit's face…..and the more I die to myself….the further I get from understanding life (as I was taught to grow and understand it by all my life’s teachers here on earth) and the closer I get to embracing life and the understanding of it the way Holy Spirit reveals its meaning to me.

Everything I have held dear for so many years is now becoming a different point of interest and priority in my life.

To truly die to yourself…..to abandon all for the sake of the cross…..pleasing God – not man.

Can I do it?

WILL I do it?

Where has life taken me this far?

Where will life take me from here?

I do not know.
I do not know the answer to that.
I DO KNOW that where ever life’s journey takes me 

Yeshua HaMashiach is by my side
Holy Spirit is here with me.
and

I live a life of Miracles.

Is Jesus A False Prophet?

Though I myself did not write this blog post - it is taken from This blog post is taken from First Fruits of Zion

A publication I subscribe to and study on a regular basis. I felt it was WELL worth re-osting!

Is Jesus A False Prophet?

Deuteronomy 13. A prophet is a spokesperson for God. Prophets are often asked to verify their authenticity with a particular sign or wonder. Deuteronomy 13 warns us that even if the would-be prophet's sign or wonder does succeed and his prediction does come to pass, he might still be a false prophet. Signs and wonders are not the final proof. If the prophet attempts to dissuade you "from the way in which the LORD your God commanded you to walk," (13:5) you are to disregard him as a false prophet. The way in which God commanded us to walk is the Torah and its commandments. Deuteronomy warns us that we must not listen to such a prophet, even if his ministry comes with amazing signs and wonders. Instead, we are to "follow the LORD...keep His commandments, listen to His voice..." (13:4)
If the would-be prophet counsels us to break any of the commandments, he must be deemed a false prophet. For example, an alleged prophet who declared that God had sanctioned an adulterous relationship can be immediately identified as a false prophet because He has contradicted Torah. God cannot contradict Himself.
Moses says that a false prophet might be allowed to perform signs and wonders in order to test Israel's fidelity to Torah. The Master warns us that "false prophets will arise and will show great signs and wonders." (Matthew 24:24)
Sadly, the traditional understanding and presentation of the Christian Jesus is that he was a prophet (and more than a prophet), attested by signs and wonders, but that he also cancelled the Torah. Such a person fits Deuteronomy 13's description of a false prophet perfectly. According to Deuteronomy, conversion to faith in such a person would be a violation of God's own commandments. Thus Judaism rightly rejects him. Yet the real Yeshua of the Gospels is not such. He is a prophet (and more than a prophet) attested to by signs and miracles, who called Israel to submit their lives to the highest standards of Torah.
This explains why His opponents among the Judean leadership labored so hard to find some way of demonstrating that He was a breaker of Torah. If they could prove that He was teaching against Torah, they could invalidate His claims. They were unable to do so. Nevertheless, we have consistently presented Him as a prophet teaching against the Torah. We need to rethink this. A Messiah that breaks Torah and teaches others to do so is no Messiah at all.

Something to think about for sure!

What hangs above my bed...

I think maybe I need to change/update the photo.

Any ideas?