Oh My goodness!
two times in one week I am writing unscripted on my own blog! lol
For sure!
Well, the way I see it, it's my blog and you are coming on here to read it...so I can do that, right?
Besides, from what I can tell there aren't too terribly many "yous" coming on here reading my unscripted (or otherwise) ramblings anyways, and right now it's doing me a world a good to ramble on....so I shall continue!
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Every once in a while you just have to blow off some steam. Depending on what it is you do for a living, your once in a while may come more frequently than others. Take for instance with my job.
Well I work in the financial industry. As you can imagine....with the economy being as it is....there is allot of "s t r e s s " and uncertainty that we all have to contend with these days....Well I am required, on my job, to sell and offer the utmost in customer satisfaction all the while tallying a good deal number of calls per hour. [Can anyone say STRESS?]......While here lately the customers I serve are 80% coming in "hot under the collar" because of their own worries of the economies situation. ALL day long I get blasted with vulgarities and accusations from clients as I am the the ambassador of the company to them...and then when I turn around and meet up with the big wigs I get it from them....seems as I never seem to "hit the mark" according to my superiors.
Broken promises...misinformed managers...lack of communication. Do as I say....today .....tomorrow may be different.
I about lost it today. I am gonna be 49 this year and I felt like a child today at work. (not in a good way) That is all I will say as I don't want to "dis" my employer...after all they still are my employer at this point. ☺
So, basically things didn't add up as I had expected. Things aren't as they were. Things aren't as they told me they would be. Things have changed........."Oh well."..... "What does that really matter?"
THIS is what I have been struggling with, all day.
THIS is why I have eaten half a bag of chocolate chips and that yummy Klondike Bar my gorgeous hubby Dano bought me.
These questions.
So WHAT? What do I do with them? Got any ideas....any advice? ☺
Not like I can't change any of the above fore mentioned truths.
What I figure I CAN do is one of the following:
1)Be super miserable at work and sooner or later get my self fired
2)Try to change everything back to way it was 2 years ago and aggravate everyone in
leadership ...and get myself fired
3) Put up with it; look for another job
4)Pray..... give this situation it to the Lord. Give myself to the Lord....my attitude to the Lord, thank the Lord for this job, as horrible as it may be at times and ask Him to provide for me an open door somewhere else.
I think it's a no brainer......#4.....lol As much as my "spirit man" knows this, my flesh is having a hard time with it! This is where the scripture from Matthew 26:41 comes in "The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak!"
HELPPPPPPPPPPPP!!
Maybe I just need to eat more ICE CREAM!!!!!! ☺
