So many things in life we will never be able to make sense of.
Yet, life here, as we know it now is fleeting.
I miss you. I realize. I can never undo the past or recreate what we have now - still I can't help but wonder why we can't just start fresh from where we are now and become what G-d has for us to be from this point on.
I love and mss you way more than I seem to be able to bear.
Mum