Thoughts

So many things in life I don't understand.

So many things in life we will never be able to make sense of.

Yet, life here, as we know it now is fleeting.

I miss you.  I realize. I can never undo the past or recreate  what we have now - still I can't help but wonder why we can't just start fresh from where we are now and become what G-d has for us to be from this point on.

I love and mss you way more than I seem to be able to bear.

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