Here I am.I have tried so many times to get to where I am right now in life, to no avail.
Yet here I am this time, right where I am, not even having "tried" to get here, this time.
Amazing.
Simply and profoundly amazing.
Whose to understand it?
I guess I could get upset that it took me so long, years in fact, to reach this place. Especially when I look back and see the path I took and realize I could have taken a much easier and quicker path.
But why waste the energy? What good will it do me to get upset and dwell on what could have been? What good is hindsight?
Instead I think I will just sit back and rest. Rest in the peace I have knowing I have finally reached the destination spiritually regarding this situation. Goodness knows I could use the rest. It has been such a struggle to get here.
Perhaps now that I have come to this place and I am filled with the peace that passes all understanding, having come from trusting in my Lord's word, in his unmatched love. Perhaps now I can just sit here and with my Lord ever by my side watch as He brings to pass everything He has promised to me.
I am actually. It is quite beautiful; I must say.
Though not everything is finished, I know one day every one will come to pass.
I have lived a good while. My time is not yet through. I have lived many, many hardships and I am quite certain I am not through with them. I have suffered emotionally, physically, spiritually, relationally, financially,materially and then some. What I am just realizing now in life is the truth of God's word that ...."He does work ALL THINGS TOGETHER for the good of those that love him, who have been called according to his purpose." Romans 8:28
Oh precious Lord Jesus,Yeshua my LordThank you for hearing my heart cry
All of these years, all of my tears
Not letting a day or night pass by
Without your presence, your sweet Holy Spirit
To comfort, to lead and to guide
For hearing my hearts cry
Answering all of my prayers Lord
Always staying close by my side
I love you
AmyColleen
