I do.
Honestly - I know I should just let it go.
I do.
My heart this time is hurting in so many different places all at once.
I really didn't expect it...not this time.
Honestly - I know I shouldn't let it get to me.
I do.
Honestly - I know I should just let it go.
I do.
For some reason it's just not that easy this time around.
Can't seem to just turn the other cheek - not let it get me down.
Honestly - I know I shouldn't let it get to me.
I do.
Honestly - I know I should just let it go.
I do.
Believe me I try. I do. I really do.
This time it just hurt so much more.
I wonder why?
Because I am so much more tired than usual? Or because I have so much going on inside my heart? Or maybe because I was wasn't prepared for the invisible arrows that came flying through the air at lightning speed to pierce my unguarded heart. Normally I can sense them and ready my shield to guard me. Not so this time around.
Am I asking so much....too much? If I were to answer that for someone else....what would my answer be. THAT is what I need to say to ME.
AHH! But it is soooo much easier to when it is someone else's life than mine.
So I will say it just one more time....Seriously?
