October 29,2011
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By: AmyColleenKlapp
I am created
Warmth surrounds me - pounding heavy drum beats - comfort as each breath inhaled - the life God chose to use as the cloth from which He knit my individual being - developed day by day
I am loved - I am perfect - completely unaware of what awaits me - created by God placed here by his choice
I am born
Cold chaos - surrounds - sudden brightness - noise over powering - comforting heartbeats - separation from the life God chose to use as the cloth from which He knit my individual being
Innocence lost
Trust encircles innocence - deepening fear - hoovering round my ankles - demons dressed like adults - showering affection - secretly stealing life - nothing left that resembles the cloth from which God knit my individual being
I don’t feel loved- I don’t feel perfect - completely unaware of what awaits me - why did God created me?
Growing up
Alone - crying - hungry in the middle of a crowd - forgotten heart beats - pounding in my head - screaming in my pillow - nightmares in the daytime - wishing I were dead
Crossing over
Deafening sounds of piercing cries - pounding heavy drum beats - fear - each breath inhaled - draws closer death - to the life God knit - my individual being
I don’t want to die - I hate my life - please if you are real hear my cry
New Life
AmyColleen - Beloved Hand Maiden
“I am here and I do love you”
Bright light - warm soft breeze - surrounding me - drops of rain filling my soul - I am His I know I am clean I am loved
When I was 16 I gave my life to the Lord Yeshua. After a rough time of it, even for back in those days. I had been through allot for a 16 year old. I shudder even now when I think back on it. I asked the Lord Yeshua to come into my heart and forgive me of MY sin and I forgave those that had sinned against me. I also asked Him to baptize me in His Holy Spirit. I have NOT been the SAME since! Yes life is hard. The Word of God promises us that! The Lord causes it to rain on the just and unjust alike. The Word says that A righteous man may have many troubles, but the LORD delivers him from them all;” Psalm 34:19
I am much older now. I have grown kids of my own. Life is surely not what I expected. Praise the Lord!
For the first time since I knew (when I was a small child) I feel good about myself.
I am loved - I am not perfect - completely unaware of what awaits me - created by God for His glory and His purpose
Married Life
Fantasy revealed - dreams - reality births passions of siblings love and hate. Trust and loyalty never had a shot - the cloth from which God knit my individual being
I don’t feel loved - I am not perfect - completely unaware of what awaits me - created by God for His glory and His purpose - God please help me
Motherhood
Overwhelming joy and love - warmth surrounds me - again I hear the drum beats this time it’s much faster - comfort with each breath I inhale - the life God chose to use as the cloth from which He knits my babies individual being - developed day by day.
I stand cradling my tummy ….and remember....as if I could almost ….remember...being where you are.
The moment I saw you - eyes full of tears - heart full of love - I drew you close to my breast - Held you tight through the night.- Told you everything would be alright - You were the joy in my day - The smile on my face - You still are.
Adulthood
In HIS eyes - I am loved - I am perfect - completely unaware of what awaits me - created by God placed here by his choice
Grandparent-hood
Overwhelming joy and love - I have been here before - not like this - so much love - so much joy - again I hear the drum beats - pounding heavy drum beats - comfort as each breath inhaled - the life God chose to use as the cloth from which He knit my individual being - complete - so complete - as this tiny little swaddle lays against my chest - so loved - so perfect - completely unaware of what awaits her - created by God - placed here by His choice
