I Choose Love
Pity ~ Anger ~ Love
Love ~ Anger ~ Pity
Total Confusion
As hard I try and look deeply into the one I am now a part of,
I cannot, I simply cannot see what moves him.
I see a man so strong at first glance,
I see a man hiding his true strength, behind an iron wall around his heart.
I see a man so proud he does not give into mindless emotions,
I see a man whose word only holds true when his feelings support his mood.
“I am here ~ I am not ~ I want you ~ I don’t need you”
Pity ~ Anger ~ Love
Love ~ Pity ~ Anger
Total confusion
I love him still, the one I am now a part of.
I keep looking, deep inside to try and find what moves him.
I see pain and sorrow.
I see tears that fill the shadows of his heart, still left to fall.
I see fear not surrendered.
I see pride before a fall.
“Go away; leave me alone ~ I will never let you go”
Pity ~ Anger ~ Love
Love ~ Anger ~ Pity
Total confusion
Where does he stand in all this?
I try and try and try to find hope and still I see none.
I see hurt, lots of it.
I see anger, lots of it.
I see disappointment and a need to be loved.
I see something in him no one else does.
“You are so wonderful ~ you bring me down.”
Pity ~ Anger ~ Love
Love ~ Anger ~ Pity
Total confusion
I don’t know from one day to the next if he will stay or go.
As hard I as I try I just can’t see what moves him.
I still love him, the one I am now a part of.
The more I try to find what moves him,
The more confused I get.
Why won’t he help me? Why won’t he help himself?
Why won’t he let me into his heart?
Why won’t he let me love him?
Pity ~ Anger ~Love
Love ~ Pity ~ Anger
I choose love.
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