What would my world be like if I lost all memory?
What would my tomorrow hold if my yesterday were different?
Would I be as close to my LORD today - if my yesterdays were taken away?
Is it possible for another to steal what is given us by G-d?
Am I living a deception?
What is real and what is not?
Though this may sound like crazy talk.
- please know it is not.
As today I wondered while my spirit was caught up.
- please know it is not.
As today I wondered while my spirit was caught up.
I wondered about so many things.
As I sat listening to the angels sing.
Then in the mid of morning about half past three.
Then in the mid of morning about half past three.
I opened up the word of G-d and waited for the LORD to speak to me.
I spent time seeking G-d in prayer.
Just me and the Yeshua there.
With a peace I can not explain I drifted off to sleep.
Waking up with the morning sun, still wondering in my soul.
Still questioning.
Still wanting to know.
I spent time seeking G-d in prayer.
Just me and the Yeshua there.
With a peace I can not explain I drifted off to sleep.
Waking up with the morning sun, still wondering in my soul.
Still questioning.
Still wanting to know.
I cried out to G-d on my bed - I sat in the quiet - in the stillness before Him.
I wondered.
Then...he spoke spoke to me.
Just enough words to help me see.
Then...he spoke spoke to me.
Just enough words to help me see.
"You were conceived."
"....you knit me together while I was still in my mother's womb...." Psalm 139
WoW in my mother's womb before the foundation of the world.
..."You are the one who created my innermost parts;
you knit me together while I was still in my mother’s womb.
I give thanks to you that I was marvelously set apart.
Your works are wonderful - I know that very well.
My bones weren’t hidden from you
when I was being put together in a secret place,
when I was being woven together in the deep parts of the earth...."
WoW
..."Your eyes saw my embryo,
and on your scroll every day was written that was being formed for me,
before any one of them had yet happened...."
WoW
..."God, your plans are incomprehensible to me!
Their total number is countless!
If I tried to count them—they outnumber grains of sand!
If I came to the very end—I’d still be with you...."
After this...still all I could do was...wonder.
If all my memories were taken away...
"....you knit me together while I was still in my mother's womb...." Psalm 139
WoW in my mother's womb before the foundation of the world.
..."You are the one who created my innermost parts;
you knit me together while I was still in my mother’s womb.
I give thanks to you that I was marvelously set apart.
Your works are wonderful - I know that very well.
My bones weren’t hidden from you
when I was being put together in a secret place,
when I was being woven together in the deep parts of the earth...."
WoW
..."Your eyes saw my embryo,
and on your scroll every day was written that was being formed for me,
before any one of them had yet happened...."
WoW
Their total number is countless!
If I tried to count them—they outnumber grains of sand!
If I came to the very end—I’d still be with you...."
After this...still all I could do was...wonder.
If all my memories were taken away...
Would I in fact be as close to to my LORD as I am today?
I wondered.
(Psalm 139 translation from Complete Jewish Bible)
(Psalm 139 translation from Complete Jewish Bible)
