I Just Don't Understand God....! ?

To "understand"
God
one must first "Die"
to ones self.

*(1Corinthians 3:19 - Isaiah 55 -1 Corinthians 2)

What I'm gonna be when I grow up

Today was awesome!

I woke up early, tired as a dog. Dragged myself out of bed and drove to church to spend some "special" time with the Lord. I wasn't disappointed either. It was the most glorious 45 minutes I have spent in the last month! The Lord was waiting for me......I waltzed right in to the sanctuary and began to worship Him in song and immediately there was a sweet aroma that filled the air and the anointing of the Lord's presence was most evident!

As I continued to sing worship to the Lord I heard all around me worship from sources other than myself, being lifted unto the Lord. It was the most astounding an gloriously, beautiful thing I have ever heard.

Then the worship became overwhelming and from all around me I heard singing; different groups singing different words of worship...some singing only... "Holy, Holy, Holy."

Others singing, "Worthy of all Glory, Honor, Power and Blessing....You alone.....worthy of all Glory, Honor, Power and Blessing."

I found myself singing with them at first....at the top of my lungs.

Then there were trumpets sounding. LOUD trumpets sounding! And shofars were being blown as well.

I began to hear ALL the singing and music all at once and it began to overwhelm me.

So much so that I literally covered my ears....a sudden feeling of "Holiness" came over me and an acute awareness of my sinfulness at the very same time.

I fell to my knees-then on my face prostrate and began to cry out to God for mercy as I was acutely aware of His presence in the room.

***

An intimate time of fellowship between my Lord and I followed for the 1/2 hour or so.

I received healing and love and direction and much love and acceptance and love.....yes much much love this morning from my Lord.

I walked away from my meeting with Him and into the day humbled and even more passionately in love with Jesus. Even more desperately dependent on Him for my sole existence.

I also found out what I am supposed "to be" when I grow up.

Can't do it with out Him....that is FOR sure!

*

Set me Free
Let me see...what you see......how you see

Set me Free
Come to me...take from me...all impurity

Set me free
Let me see....what you see.....how you see
Come to me, Lord....take from me, all impurity...Lord
and
SET me Free....LORD.... come and set me free

I have to have you.
I need to know you.
Come and set me free

I have to have you
I need to know you
More and more Lord.....Come and set me free....Set me free
I have to have you.....I have to have you
I need to know you.....I need to know you
More and more........Lord Come and set me free

You make me who I am

You make me what I need to be

You Lord are all I need.......everything Lord.....everything and more.

You Lord are all I long for ....everything and more ...everything and more.

Set me Free
Let me see...what you see......how you see

Lord

Set me Free
Come to me...take from me...all impurity

Lord Jesus

and

Let me see....what you see.....how you see
Come to me, Lord Jesus... and Set ME FREE!!!

Set Me Free!

LORD.....Set Me Freeeeee!

I have to have you.
I need to know you.
Come and set me free

I love you

©2009 AmyColleen words and music

I did it again

Well~














Looks like I am in over my head............again.

Good thing God is in control of my life and watching out for me.

That is all I go to say today....at least for now.

I am sure I will be back later.


But PLEASE feel free to add YOUR TWO CENTS on HERE!!!!!

I would lOVE to hear from YOU!!!!!

I know I hear from "some" of you by way of e-mail....but hey...take the dive and jump on in and BLOG on here!.....Share your thoughts....they are well worth it!!! I know YOU and I know what you have to say is worth shoutin' out!

TTFN
AmyColleen

Togetherness

I realize I have posted this in the past, somewhere, if not on here then on FB or on my web page....anyway I am re-posting it as it fit quite nicely with today sermon at church

Click here for Sermon on "Togetherness"

God’s Masterpiece

I like you because together we are ~ who I am meant to be

Each one of us together ~ not separately

Becomes God’s Masterpiece of Art

When we stand as one

The Body of Christ

God’s Own Son

I like you because you are meek and mild

And you because you are tender as a child

I like you because you are bold and courageous

And you because your faith is contagious

I like you because you never give up, never let go

And you because of the mercy you show

I like you because you are a true peace maker

And you because you are a giver not a taker

I like you for your engineering mind

And you for your ability to get things done on time

I like you for the way you love others

And you for the way you look out for your brothers

I like you for the justice you show

And you for all of the times you just “let it go”

I like you because you always find time for the Lord

And you because you’re always so busy serving others you never get bored

I like you because of the joy you have exploding inside

And you because your heart is so tender you always cry

I like you because of your sense of humor, so rare

And you, I like you because of how deeply you care

I like you because of your quiet gentle spirit

And you because whenever God speaks you always hear it

I like you because of your love for the poor

And you for always wanting to give more

I like you for the way you respect God’s word

And you for putting into practice what you’ve heard

I like you because you preach the good news over seas

And you because you stayed here to minister to people like me

I like you because of the way you share your faith

And you because of the way you trust God day to day

I like each and every one of you ~ so special you are to me

Because when I look inside of you, Jesus is what I see

So I like you because of everything that you are that I am not

And all that I am in Christ through you and with you because ~

Together ~ not separately we are

God’s Masterpiece of Art

When we stand as one

The Body of Christ

God’s Own Son

It just THAT simple......

The Word of God tells us in Galatians 5:16

"So I say, live by the Spirit, and you will not gratify the desires of the sinful nature."

Why do we always try to make it so much more complicated than it really is?

Truth odf the matter is, if you are not walking the walk you should be you will fall.....GOOD news IS God knew we would have need of a back up plan so He left behind plenty of "written" reminders to help us....along with His awesome Holy Spirit so when those times come we can"get right back up and keep on...keeping on!

These are two of my "reminder verses"!

"If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness." 1 John 1:9

"Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus, ²because through Christ Jesus the law of the Spirit of life set me free from the law of sin and death. ³For what the law was powerless to do in that it was weakened by the sinful nature, God did by sending his own Son in the likeness of sinful man to be a sin offering. And so he condemned sin in sinful man, ⁴in order that the righteous requirements of the law might be fully met in us, who do not live according to the sinful nature but according to the Spirit." Romans 1

That's it for now......It's Just THAT simple!

Within my Right....

Good evening!

I truly hope you are all having an awesome week! I hope you don't mind too terribly much but I feel the need to brag a bit....I believe it is....within my right to do so.

I just recently got off the telephone with one of my grown children. I so enjoy spending time talking with my children about their life. Finding out how they are doing, what exciting things may be going on in "their world"; if anything new has happened since our last chat, if they have any needs or simply shooting the breeze about the latest government fiasco.

I love listening to their take on life. I love listening to them talk about "whatever". It really doesn't matter what the subject is, work.....school.....politics......religion. It simply amazes me how incredibly brilliant my children are!

Today however, as I sat and listened to my one son talk, this one particular chapter of scripture (Prov 3, below ) came to mind. I haven't been able to shake it. Honestly. It has been a few hours since we talked on the phone. Still, the scripture resonates through my mind. So I decided to post it.

I truly believe it is....

Within My Right as a mother to brag on my kids like this. :)

I have had five kids and a life that has been, to say the least, far less than surreal. It's been out right tough! For the kids....well, I have done my part of raising them on my knees and I have no qualms about giving GOD ALL THE GLORY for the way they turned out! (Incredibly)

Which brings me to my point. (Bragging rights) They are incredible God fearing young men and women who inspire praise to God just simply by the lives they live day to day.

I work in an environment, every day that invites and facilitates diversity in every arena. Ethnic, religious, racial and sexual orientation. Where "I" work is just one of many places that are becoming the norm, that mimic the greater world in which we live.

Maybe at first thought it may sound wonderful, "Ahhh everyone get what they like and everyone gets along!"

But if you can imagine a breeding ground for sin this would be the opportune place. If anything it is not an easy place to come to day in and day out and .... "Be ye Holy as I am Holy..." (1Peter 1:16)

In all the diversity teaching that is taught and pounded into our heads there is one area that is not tolerated in the work place or the world; and that's the right to be HOLY.

To make a stand for Holiness in this day and age is really worth bragging about....At least from a Mother's point of view! My children have chosen to take a stand and be be different in a Holy way....a Godly way. :) I am proud of my kids!
(Point and Case)

That is why I am posting this scripture. After talking with my son tonight I realized I am possibly one of THEE MOST BLESSED Mothers in the ENTIRE world! Simply Because My kids LIVE Proverbs 3.....because THEY LOVE GOD.




Proverbs 3

Further Benefits of Wisdom

1 My son, do not forget my teaching,
but keep my commands in your heart,

2 for they will prolong your life many years
and bring you prosperity.

3 Let love and faithfulness never leave you;
bind them around your neck,
write them on the tablet of your heart.

4 Then you will win favor and a good name
in the sight of God and man.

5 Trust in the LORD with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;

6 in all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will make your paths straight.

7 Do not be wise in your own eyes;
fear the LORD and shun evil.

8 This will bring health to your body
and nourishment to your bones.

9 Honor the LORD with your wealth,
with the first fruits of all your crops;

10 then your barns will be filled to overflowing,
and your vats will brim over with new wine.

11 My son, do not despise the LORD's discipline
and do not resent his rebuke,

12 because the LORD disciplines those he loves,
as a father the son he delights in.

13 Blessed is the man who finds wisdom,
the man who gains understanding,

14 for she is more profitable than silver
and yields better returns than gold.

15 She is more precious than rubies;
nothing you desire can compare with her.

16 Long life is in her right hand;
in her left hand are riches and honor.

17 Her ways are pleasant ways,
and all her paths are peace.

18 She is a tree of life to those who embrace her;
those who lay hold of her will be blessed.

19 By wisdom the LORD laid the earth's foundations,
by understanding he set the heavens in place;

20 by his knowledge the deeps were divided,
and the clouds let drop the dew.

21 My son, preserve sound judgment and discernment,
do not let them out of your sight;

22 they will be life for you,
an ornament to grace your neck.

23 Then you will go on your way in safety,
and your foot will not stumble;

24 when you lie down, you will not be afraid;
when you lie down, your sleep will be sweet.

25 Have no fear of sudden disaster
or of the ruin that overtakes the wicked,

26 for the LORD will be your confidence
and will keep your foot from being snared.

27 Do not withhold good from those who deserve it,
when it is in your power to act.

28 Do not say to your neighbor,
"Come back later; I'll give it tomorrow"—
when you now have it with you.

29 Do not plot harm against your neighbor,
who lives trustfully near you.

30 Do not accuse a man for no reason—
when he has done you no harm.

31 Do not envy a violent man
or choose any of his ways,

32 for the LORD detests a perverse man
but takes the upright into his confidence.

33 The LORD's curse is on the house of the wicked,
but he blesses the home of the righteous.

34 He mocks proud mockers
but gives grace to the humble.

35 The wise inherit honor,
but fools he holds up to shame.

Do YOU have Spiritualy Blocked Arteries?

Blocked arteries can kill you and leaving holes in the lives of those who love you.

If you know you suffer from them you need to try and clear the blockage as soon as possible.

Sometimes though, it’s just not so easy.

There are so many arteries in your body; some of which lead straight through the heart.

It takes a master surgeon to clear those arteries successfully without taking the life of the patient in the process.

After the procedure is finished there must also be a life style change to assure that the arteries do not get blocked again and pose the very same life threatening threat.

The physician may prescribe a special diet and plenty of exercise, which may lead to the gathering together more often with new friends of the same mind set. (So you don’t find yourself tempted to fall back into your old habits.)

There are times, even with these extreme measures we may find ourselves suffering once again, with blockages in the very same area; having to face yet another surgery.

This can happen quite a few times; each time the patient becomes weaker during the procedure and the risks of the patient not returning back to normal afterward, become greater.

There are two kinds of blockages.

1) Those that are hereditary; passed down through the blood line; these are more common than most are prone to think.

2) The every day blockage brought about by our life style choice. Not prejudice against anyone. It will attack any race, religion, gender or age.

Let’s talk first about the hereditary type of heart blockage. This is quite often times mis-diagnosed as the everyday blockage which is brought on by the lifestyle we choose to live. Then subsequently treated as such; then in the end not completely, satisfactorily dealt with; leaving a much greater risk of another sudden and possible fatal attack.

In order to minimize the risk of this happening one must first have an open heart and mind to receive the truth about the possibility that familial heart disease is a true possibility in their family. No matter how heart healthy their family members may “seem”. Then it is imperative for the patient to seek medical care from the Great Physician Himself. This type of heart disease is only curable through His touch.

I realize that under normal circumstances one would never be able to afford a visit to the Great Physician. The price is more than anyone can pay. However, the cost has been covered by someone who counts our lives worthy enough to pay the price. All we are asked to do is seek the Great Physician and ask Him to be set free.

Now let’s talk a bit about the second type of heart blockage. This being the everyday blockage brought about by our life style choice.

Simply put, this must be dealt with by a complete and total change of life style regiment; preferably a holistic approach with no artificial or chemical agents to help us through.

It IS possible. It may not be easy, but most certainly possible.

The Great Physician and His staff, in this situation will need to be called upon on a daily basis. You may also find yourself calling upon friends and loved ones. Such a dramatic life style change is never easy for anyone.

Although some blockages are smaller than others and require less recovery time; just the same on the flip side the larger ones may take much longer to recovery time and require more support and help from our loved ones and friends and indeed more trips to the Great Physicians office.

All in all, heart disease is curable and CAN be prevented!

If you haven’t figured it out already I have been talking about “spiritual matter of the heart”.

Jesus is the Great Physician and He came to set us free!

Are you living with burdens you just can’t seem to “brush off”?

(i.e. worry, fear, even though you love the Lord with all your heart?)

Do you have tormenting sins in your life that haunt you day after day even though you seem to do everything right?

(i.e. go to church, read the word of God, pray)

These are just two examples of the spiritual heart diseases I am speaking of. (there are so many more)

We are all human and all have hearts and all have to deal with blockages from time to time!

Make a trip to the Great Physician! It won’t cost you anything…HE already paid the price FOR YOU!

HIS desire is for YOU to live a strong…healthy…JOYfilled…victorious…life!!!!!

Much love in Yeshua HaMashiach~Jesus Our Messiah!

Colleen & Benjamin

One more time Colleen glanced up towards the tenor section and stole a quick glance at Benjamin. He was so full of life, all eyes were focused on him. Always being the class clown.

“He won’t notice if I take just one more peek,” Colleen thought to herself.

Sure as her big almond shaped brown eyes took their turn upwards toward Benjamin his eyes were locked on her.

“Oh my goodness!” she thought, blushing cheeks and all. Colleen barley got half a smile out then hung her head down feeling as though the world itself stopped spinning round the sun.

Colleen Daley was an Irish Catholic, sixteen year-old freshman at Monte Vista High School. Standing at about 5’5” weighing 120 lbs. Short auburn red hair that framed her face well. Making her big, brown,  eyes the perfect compliment to a smile that would light up any ones day. Spunky by nature, yet withdrawn and shy to general public. Colleen kept to herself, for the most part. Only a select few got to see Colleens light hearted and fun nature. Colleen was shy, yes, but strong willed and being number 7 on a list of 8 children in her family had learned to be patient and persistent when it came to obtaining anything of worth.

“Thump…thump…thump,”….went Colleens heart. It was as if her world had stopped. Yet the room was spinning at the very same time.

“Oh my goodness,” Colleen thought to herself, “Breath! Breath Colleen!”

Colleen took a deep breath.

Convinced at this point the whole class had witnessed what seemed to be the most embarrassing moment of her entire high school career, Colleen sat down in her chair with a deep sigh.

Benjamin Kieser was a Jewish seventeen year-old senior at Monte Vista High School. He stood six feet tall. Had silky black hair and dark brown eyes and a smile that would prove to be Colleen’s true weakness.

To be cont…….?......Let me know what you think. Should I continue the saga?