It's true, you know

I Live a Life of Miracles

So….Life totally did not turn out like I thought it would.

Ooooookay or like I had hoped it would.

Or…..yeah even like I realized it probably was going to.

Yep that’s right.

It just didn’t turn out that way at all.

Life is a miracle for me. No matter how I look at it. It’s a miracle.

Sure there have been bad times. But there have been allot of good times as well.

The bad times, are they entirely my fault; altogether my mess ups?

Well…..I have tried to make excuses for all the mess ups… but basically I just messed up; and if I make excuses for all the mess ups then I feel as though I have to make excuses for all the clean ups too.

I don’t want to make an excuse for the clean ups….. those are my miracles!

You know, now that I think about it, the way my life is actually turning out - may not be exactly how I thought it would be….but....it is.....actually allot closer to what I had always dreamed it could be.
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It seems to me that the closer I get to Holy Spirit, Himself, and ….the more I seek the Lord, Holy Spirit's face…..and the more I die to myself….the further I get from understanding life (as I was taught to grow and understand it by all my life’s teachers here on earth) and the closer I get to embracing life and the understanding of it the way Holy Spirit reveals its meaning to me.

Everything I have held dear for so many years is now becoming a different point of interest and priority in my life.

To truly die to yourself…..to abandon all for the sake of the cross…..pleasing God – not man.

Can I do it?

WILL I do it?

Where has life taken me this far?

Where will life take me from here?

I do not know.
I do not know the answer to that.
I DO KNOW that where ever life’s journey takes me 

Yeshua HaMashiach is by my side
Holy Spirit is here with me.
and

I live a life of Miracles.