If it wasn't for HIM....

I am simply God's Amy Colleen.
A lover of God. A lover of people.
A wife, a mother and a grammy.
That pretty much sums it up.

Life is kinda hard. Well actually it's more than kinda hard. It can be down right horrible at times! I know for me, there are a great many times I know if it hadn't been for the relationship I had with Yeshua - I would not have been able to carry on. Take my next breath. Have any hope at all. Plain and simple.

Even now, though I may not be desperate because of the circumstances that surround me in my life, it would only take me looking outside of my relationship with my God to be as desperate as the next fear filled, hopeless person out there. I owe ALL of my peace to hand of God upon my life!

40 years ago I planned to take my own life. Completely overcome with despair and taken over by the spirit of suicide. By all rights I should have been at the bottom of suicide cliffs. I'm not. I am here because Yeshua reached out to me in my most desperate time of need. When I could not help myself. HE helped me!

In Him

I found strength.
In Him I found hope.
In Him I found peace.
In Him I found  faith.
In Him I found peace.

In Him I found LIFE!

So now...
I am still.... I wait.

I am still.......I know you are God.

I am still.......I wait.

I am still.....You are Holy.

I am still........ I know you are God.

Oh LORD

You are so Holy.

You are so faithful.
You are true.
You keep your word.  I will follow you.

Plain and simple.

And YOU oh LORD?
For ME you say,

"Love for you is all I have.

Not one -  but each I choose.

Showers of blessings upon you. 
I love you all each the same.

My desire shall never be undone.

Some come and some stay away.

Free will is my gift of love.

Turn to me and live

I love you with my life."