When I Cross Over Jordon

A Broken Heart

In the quiet of the night

When I have no strength with which to fight

To hold together the pieces as they fall

One by one, all in all

Younger than most

Much older than I should be

Surprise to all my demise will be

Yet God’s mercy blooms in sudden grief

When one lives eternally

So beautiful

Like nothing I have known

Don’t grieve for me it’s my time to go

My Daddy God desires my presence now

With Peace and Mercy this is how

I’ve seen it all

How I will go from here to there

Been shown the heavens with which God chooses to share

With all of those who love his Dear Son

Heard his call for me to come

By: Amy Colleen

Do Not Fear

Did you know that God tells us 365 times in the Bible , "Not to be afraid" ?

I know that I have had my own bouts with fear throughout my life time.

As I am sure we all have. Thus, the reason for my posting this.

 However the Lord makes it very clear to us that we are not to be afraid!

In fact the Word of God tells us (in 2 Timothy 1:7)   ^That 

 ^"God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind."

We as believers will face many trials and tribulations. We will have to endure many storms during the course of our life time. For the Lord causes it to rain both on the just and unjust alike. However, we must remember that we are never alone. As long as we remain in the Lord He will remain in us. This is His promise to us. (John 15:4)

The Lord will not let us be overcome by the storms of life.

(This is so beautiful)

“Do not fear, for I have redeemed you; 

   I have summoned you by name; you are mine. 

 When you pass through the waters, 

   I will be with you; 

and when you pass through the rivers, 

   they will not sweep over you. 

When you walk through the fire, 

   you will not be burned; 

   the flames will not set you ablaze. 

 For I am the LORD your God, 

   the Holy One of Israel, your Savior"

(read entire scripture here)

Below is a poem I wrote during a very difficult time in my life.

I have since then, over come the fear that had paralyzed me during that season in my life.

I pray these words bless you in some way.

May the Shalom Peace of our Savior be your covering today and always.

Amy Colleen

In the Eye of the Storm

Such calm for a moment;
In the eye of the storm;
There’s sunshine and clear blue sky.
Why does beauty behold such scorn?

Which way is out?
Is there such a thing?
Can I escape this whirlpool of death?
Up through the eye; if I only had wings!

I do not have wings.
I cannot fly.
So until I can find a way out.
I must keep up with this storm or die.

Crashing noises; thundering blows.
A sudden gush of wind;
Once again the storm’s course has shifted,
When oh when will it end?

Dark clouds forming over my head;
Rain begins to fall.
I open my mouth to cry for help;
The wind’s gush drowns out my call.

I’m swept up high into the air,
Tossed about in a whirlwind of speed;
Being battered and bruised from head to toe
By various pieces of debris;

My heart getting ready to give out,
I open my eyes, and take one last breath.
Knowing in my heart my time has come;
This life I live is far worse than death.

Sudden quiet fills the air.
Just as unexpectedly so,
The storm that swept me up
Just lets me go.

There is calm and quiet all around.
I can see once again the blue sky.
I am all of a sudden standing
Right by my Saviors’ side;

I fall to the ground. He lifts my head.
Without speaking a word to me, he says,
“My precious child, don’t give up. I am still here with you.
Walk by faith and not by sight. This storm will not overcome you.”

I lean over to kiss his feet
When I looked up he is no longer in sight.
I am back in the eye of the storm;
though, no longer afraid of my plight.

By: Amy Colleen copyright ©2009  All rights reserved.

Horrifying Dream - Missiles Every where

I was walking the streets with a couple of fellow believers. Night time was approaching so we headed towards the small (unusually small) white building in the middle of the town. I am talking no bigger than a tiny little bathroom.  It had one door and windows on all sides.   

When we got inside there were others inside as well. Not too many, but others.

We began to fellowship with each other. Some were praying.

Then I noticed a horrifying site! I saw a missile flying over us. Very closely, it landed not too far from us.  I was in shock. Then another one! Then one flew over from the other side of the tiny white building. (literally from the outside,  this building looked no bigger than a watch house from a RR or draw bridge)

The missiles got more frequent and closer in proximity to the little house so we opted to leave the house and go to the other side of town.

We were sitting high on a hill.

I ended up on top of a hill looking down on the city with my daughters and several very tall men dressed in in white. They were armed as well. We were watching the city being bombed.

“I” also noticed the little house we had just been in. It wasn’t touched. I noticed something else I hadn’t while I was in the building. The building was made of very strong stucco and underneath the building there were boxes and boxes of archived records. They were scrolls, ancient scrolls. At least that is what it looked like to me.

I believe this is a warning dream of things to come.  I get those from time to time. The Lord does not give me dates and times.

Just to be ready.

I Can

Because You Believe in Me

I am here.

You are here in me.

Because of this I know I can be;

all that you say you want me to be.

I’ve tried so many times.

I’ve climbed this mountain before.

I’ve done all that you’ve asked me to do.

I’ve lived through the things you’ve brought me through.

Here I sit, still;

waiting on you.

To make me all that you said I should be.

I don’t see how but I know that you will, because you believe in me.

You’ve always believed in me; the only one who ever believed in me.

With you all things are possible.

With you, before I see it, it’s done.

With you, before I’ve begun to fight, the battle is already won.

You are the Almighty and you are my God.

You are the Lord of Lords and you are my God.

You are the Creator of the world and you are my God.

You are Alpha and Omega; the beginning and the end and you are my God.

You are Jesus, Savior of the world; and you are my God.

Because you are the Omnipotent and Supreme One; what you say shall be done.

What you have said in fact is already done. Though my eyes do not see it yet, it is so.

I am already become what I do not even know.

Because you believe in me.

You believe in me.

You’ve always believed in me.

When there was nothing in me worth believing in;

still proudly you remained my friend.

Always there for me; looking out for me.

Because you are who you are; because you said it should be so;

I shall become that which I do not even know.

According to your good purpose I will act and grow.

I will become all that you have designed for me to become.

For you are God.

For you are my God.

I have trusted in you and you love me.

You have spoken, so it shall be. You have begun your good work in me.

You believe in me. You have already given your best for me.

Because you believe in me so much; now I believe in me.

Come, Finish your work in me.

By: Amy Colleen

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