If Only---*revised*

My world could just slow down a bit.

Do you ever feel that way?
Seems here lately, my life has been so full and busy with so many trials and tribulations and just very day responsibilities I haven't had a single relationship with another grown adult. The few that I have mustered up a call to or note to have been more offended that I haven't been around than anything else.  Well I am soooo glad that we have a friend that will never be offended by, or be disappointed in us!!! His name is Yeshua - the Word of God tells us He is -A friend that sticks closer than even a brother. For this I am eternally grateful. There are so many times when I find myself in need of a friend or a loved one and there is no one to be found. I. AM. ALONE. Then HE shows up. Yeshua. :)

I know also, there are many times I can not be there for those I love, those I treasure. My dear, dear friends whom I would lay my life down for. My own life has taken me away, far away to a world of responsibility encased in walls of brick. Leaving me unable to see outside my own busy world. So once again I am eternally grateful for my friend, who sticks closer than a brother. My friend who is always there beside me when I need Him and always there beside my loved ones when they need a friend as well. YESHUA. :)

Below is a worship song that came to me as I was worshiping tonight...sorry I don't have the music....but the lyrics are pretty anointed as well. (so I thought.)
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Be blessed in Yeshua!

Oh if only - Oh if only - Oh if only -  my world would slow down.   
Oh if only - Oh if only - Oh if only - I could step off for a moment.
Oh if only - Oh if only - Oh if only - my world would slow down.
Oh if only - Oh if only - Oh if only - I would step off just for a moment.
Step off for a moment - To be with you my Lord.
Step off for a moment with - to be with you Yeshua. My best friend.

Take hold of me Yeshua - Take hold and never let me go! 
Make my "if onlys"  become reality. Please Lord come and take my hand.
Oh if only - Oh if only - Then my world would slow down
I would step off just for just a moment - With my Lord Yeshua - just me and my best friend.
Oh if only - Oh if only

You are my best friend Yeshua.
Yes, yes Lord You know....
YOU,  you are my best friend, Yeshua.

Never disappointed in me. 
Never offended when I'm away.
Always seeking after my company.
Giving your love away.
You are what a friend is all about Yeshua.
I am humbled in the presence of a King.
Still you honor me with length of days.
Over my slumber time you sing.

You are my best friend Yeshua.
Yes, yes Lord You know....
YOU,  you are my best friend, Yeshua.

Oh if only - Oh if only - I would slow down my world enough.
If only I would step off this craziness - just for a moment to be with my Lord.
To be with you Yeshua.
Just to be with you Yeshua
If only - Oh if only - Just to be with you my King, my Lord, my  G-d, my Master, my Teacher, my  my Comforter, my Yeshua.
My best friend.

Sticking closer - so much closer than a brother, Yeshua.
Loving me so much more than any other ever could.
Never judging only waiting for me, Yeshua.
You're what a friend is all about.
Yes - You are what a friend is all about.

You are my best friend Yeshua.
Yes, yes Lord You know....

YOU,  you are my best friend, Yeshua.
YOU - are - my - best friend.             




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I know it's not the best song I've written. At least when you just "read" it....but it "took me up" to the heavenlies last night that is for sure! Or maybe I am giving myself too much credit....lol....Yeah I suppose...*smile*....It was most assuredly the anointing of the the Holy Spirit that ushered me into the presence of the Most High G-d! - - -any way just wanted to share - - - Love ya all!!!!!! - - - - and LoVe this new anointing on my life since I "left my Issac on the altar" (again).......Shalom!