Prophetic Soaking Music

1/25/24

Be still

 




   You go before I know

That You've even gone to win my warYou come back with the head of my enemyYou come back and You call it my victory, oh-ooh
You go before I knowThat You've even gone to win my warYour love becomes my greatest defenseIt leads me from the dry wilderness
And all I did was praiseAll I did was worshipAll I did was bow down, ohAll I did was stay still
Hallelujah, You have saved meSo much better Your wayHallelujah, great DefenderSo much better Your way
You know before I doWhere my heart can seek to find Your truthYour mercy is the shade I'm living inAnd You restore my faith and hope again
And all I did was praise, ohhh, oh-oohAll I did was worshipAll I did was bow down, ohAll I did was stay still, stay still
Hallelujah, You have saved meSo much better Your wayHallelujah, great DefenderSo much better Your way
When I thought I lost meYou knew where I left meYou reintroduced me to Your loveYou picked up all my piecesPut me back togetherYou are the defender of my heartWhen I thought I lost meYou knew where I left meYou reintroduced me to Your loveYou picked up all my piecesPut me back togetherYou are the defender of my heartWhen I thought I lost meYou knew where I left meYou reintroduced me to Your loveYou picked up all my piecesPut me back togetherYou are the defender of my heart
Hallelujah, You have saved meSo much better this wayHallelujah, great DefenderSo much better Your waySo much better Your way(I know it's so much better)So much better Your way(I know it, I know it)
And all I did was praiseAll I need to do is worshipLord, I will just bow downI'm just gonna stay still
Source: Musixmatch
Songwriters: Chris Brown / Steven Furtick / Rita Springer / Matthew Redman / Steffany Gretzinger / John-paul Gentile / Mack Brock Iii
Defender lyrics © Be Essential Songs, Bethel Music Publishing, Mingo Mango

1/22/24

The Importance of Obedience


I was reading this morning, in the word of God.  I feel compelled to share with you how I was touched and what I feel the Lord has showed me.

I was reading in 1 Samuel about Saul’s very brief time as King over Israel. There were a couple of things that struck me in this chapter.  As we know Saul found it hard to obey God and that is one of the points the Lord drives home in chapter 15, (the importance of obedience). We find one very popular verse in ch15, vrs22 “..to obey is better than sacrifice.”

The more I read and re-read this chapter it struck me how Saul seemed to try and manipulate the order of the LORD to fit his own desires. How Saul reasoned with Samuel. Arguing what he did in disobedience, he did for the LORD (vrs21)

While in the end it cost him his throne.

Vrs 28 “And Samuel said unto him, The LORD hath rent the kingdom of Israel from thee this day, and hath given it to a neighbor of thine, that is better than you.”

It seemed to me, Saul had gotten all too comfortable with the LORD’s mercy. As we see in vrs 24-27  Saul is desperate to have Samuel pardon his transgression, again. Even expecting it.

I know we have probably heard all this before, “The importance of obedience”. However, as I said in the beginning there were a couple of things that struck me as I read this chapter. The main thing being found at the end of vrs 35

“…and the LORD repented that he had made Saul king over Israel.”

This broke my heart and as I read, I began to weep as I pictured in my heart the broken heart of the LORD.

How many times have I, have we, been given an assignment from the LORD, and taken off with it? (perhaps in excitement even)  Not stopping and taking the time to listen to that small still voice for instructions for the next step?

Or worse yet, how many times have we at one time or another, flat out disobeyed the LORD? Just tweaking His instructions ever so slightly, to fit our idea of what is best. Or changed things ever so slightly because it was more convenient at any given moment?

I began to think of all the times I myself had waited and put things off  the LORD had told to me to do. Even just waiting a few moments to carry out a directive. 

I began to think about how the LORD had replaced Saul and thought to myself,  "How much longer will the LORD put up with MY disobedience before He replaces me?”

I began to wonder if my actions had caused the LORD’s heart to break and possibly caused Him to wonder if He had chosen the wrong person for the job?

I began to weep, in repentance and saw myself, not much better than Saul.

YES, we have Yeshua/Jesus.

Yes, we have the Blood of the Lamb and the Grace that flows from the throne. Yes, that grace is greater than any sin and the love of our heavenly Father is so pure and full and overwhelming. 

Yes His arms are always open.
Yes He is a God of reconciliation.
Yes He is close to the broken-hearted
Yes He is here for you and me when we fall
Always 
He is Always Here 
That is why He created us 
You and Me
To be here with us, for us
Through His Son He has made a way
Though we have sinned and lost our way
Through Yeshua, we can be with our creator still today

Still we are held accountable for that which we have received. Which means we should know better than to take advantage of God's precious Holy Spirit, by ignoring his voice.

What has the Lord asked of you?

Have you counted the cost? 

Are you willing to follow his instruction without deviation?

That is exactly what this portion of scripture has prompted me to do.

I want a double portion.

God’s grace has made this available to us through his son Yeshua/Jesus.

I don’t want to break the Father’s heart.

Do you?

If you found this post at all encouraging. If it spoke to you in an encouraging way or prompted you to move forward in your walk with the LORD. Please join me in this prayer below.

Shalom!

LORD please forgive me for all the times I have ever neglected to hear and or listen to your beautiful small still voice. Forgive my recognized rebellion and my unknown disobedience. Please help me Holy Spirit to serve you honestly and whole heartedly without fear or intimidation and help me to know my place in your heart and your kingdom and help me help others to live accordingly and do the same. I love you LORD with all that I am and everything I have.

I am yours….AmyColleen

 

 

 

 

 

 


1/15/24

How do we pray ?

As an  intercessor I know this scripture like the back of my hand. Any believer that has a heart for prayer will agree that one of the key elements, when we pray, is the ability to see in the spirit and be able to discern. Whether we are praying on an individual or corporate level. 

Discernment - where and how do we get this discernment?  Are we expected to rely on the discernment that is made available to us as believers by the Holy Spirit, as is?  How do we tap into this discernment? And why, if the Lord gives this gift liberally and without favoritism, do some seem to always hit the nail on the head and some just can't seem to ever get it right? 

Ahh, the age old question.
I have heard soooo many answers to that question. Not one time have I ever been satisfied with an answer.  Until now.

One night on the way home from a prayer meeting, as I was mulling it over with the Lord. That's when all this started to come together.

I point blank asked the Lord why is there such a variance in the effectiveness of the prayers that are prayed by believers in the body of Messiah. Prayers that are prayed by true believers. Men and women of faith. Those that had walked with him for a long time and truly loved him, passionately. 

*I would see a certain person pray with all their heart and not see much fruit. I would also then see another person pray,  though few words were spoken, it was as if an arrow from the bow of the Lord himself had taken flight to accomplish the very task the person has prayed for.
This wasn't just a one time deal. I have seen this happen time and time again.
So I asked the Lord about it.

This was his answer,

"Amy, It's not just about  discernment. It's also about  direction."

He went on to explain in detail.

"Imagine the first the second and the third heavens.
The first heaven consists of the earth and the atmosphere where the clouds and the birds of the air reside.
The second heaven is where the sun, stars and moon are. This is also where the rulers, authorities, the principalities and powers and spiritual dark forces of this world reside.
The third heaven is the highest heaven. This is where I dwell and all my heavenly angels. The highest heaven.
Now imagine two believers of the same tribe. Both have been tried and tested and have been found faithful.
I have given both of them the right to choose weapons to battle in prayer against the spiritual forces in the heavenly places.
One of them chooses a high powered automatic machine gun. This believer will be warring from the first heaven.
The other believer chooses a bow and a quiver full of arrows. I have this believer come up to the third heaven to sit at my feet and await my instruction.”
Then the Lord asked the question
“Which one of these intercessors do you think will be  most effective?
The one praying from the first heaven shooting with great power and might? 
or
The one who is sitting at my feet who waits for my direct order before shooting their bow?”

Of course the answer was the one sitting at the feet of the LORD.

The believer shooting from the first heaven was simply shooting upwards ‘towards’ the second heaven. They are shooting into the battlefield blindly
They may or may not hit the intended target.

The Lord also pointed something out I had not ever thought about in this arena. 

This believer, while praying with good intention, but without  the ‘precise direction’ of the LORD, may also have unintended casualties. (This being caused from the machine gun-shooting wildly into the heavens. Cause and effect of prayers that have been prayed.)
  "For we know that the prayers of the righteous are powerful and effective." James 5:16 
"For although we do live in the world, we do not wage war in a  worldly way; because the weapons we use to wage war are not worldly. On the contrary, they have God's power for demolishing strongholds." 2 Corinthians 10:3,4)


  Our words hold power. Just because we know something, does not mean we are suppose to speak it forth.  This is using discernment.

Point
Both of these intercessors loved the Lord and had a heart to pray and further Gods kingdom. 
Both had a zeal to move on behalf of the Lord in HIS work.

What the Lord was making clear to me here was that the one believer that he took with Him to the third heaven had the one thing that the other believer was missing.

Direction from the Lord.

This is something that is available to everyone with out prejudice.

For the LORD loves all the same. 
He is no respecter of persons.

In fact, if we belong to Him, we are then seated with Him in the heavenly realm at the right hand of the Father. 

For we have been crucified with Jesus our Messiah by faith. (Galatians 2:20) and in so we now are alive in Him. He having ascending into the third heaven and remains seated at the right hand of the Father. High above every ruler, authority, power dominion or any other name that can be named either in this age or in the age to come.” 
Ephesians 1:21)

So how do we turn our machine guns in for a bow and arrow?

The answer is quite simple.

Come away with the LORD. Sit at his feet. Be quite and listen.

We need to get alone with God!

Only THEN will we be the effective prayer warriors that we long and need to be.

How can we know what the heart of the Father IS? 

How can we go and do what he would have us go and do, if we can not hear His beautiful voice?

How will we recognize his beautiful voice if we never stop and sit and give him time to speak?

Speak Abba - speak. For your children are listening.

AmyColleen 🕊️



Don’t grow weary













When I asked the Lord what I could do to to assist in ushering in His promises.

His answer to me was simply,


"Pray without ceasing. 

Love unconditionally.

Believe without wavering
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"The Lord is not slow in keeping his promise, as some understand slowness. Instead he is patient  with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance."
1 Peter 3:9




How humbling and at the same time how encouraging. 
Thank you Lord. I love you so much. 
AmyColleen
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1/14/24

Alone are the Lonely Ones in Deepest Despair


Silence captivates - in a loud unmanageable way
Road blocks of words - deafening stillness lay
Screaming whispers - of deepest despair
Every turn - each breath - every stare

Completely alone - in the midst of a crowd

Every touch point - loneliness surrounds 
You over there - Me over here
Alone are the lonely ones - in deepest despair
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"Alone are the lonely ones in deepest despair."

Oh how I remember - I was once, "the lonely one in deepest despair!"
No more!
I once felt, "alone in the midst of a crowd."
No more!
I once could not stay in a room without ambient noise of some kind, at all times because of the ‘screaming whispers’ of my past. Afraid of the deafening silence.
No more!
I have been set free!

Halleluiah! By the love of Jesus. I have come to receive the Amazing Grace of God and come to know Jesus our Messiah! Through him I have been set free from all the above. I no longer have to be afraid of my own thoughts.

Yes - Sometimes I feel so helpless, because as much as I remember what it was like to live in darkness and despair, (and I do remember) much of the time I feel so helpless. I feel as though I am so ill equipped to be able to adequately share with everyone just how incredibly, wonderfully, awesome, loving, gracious and beautiful the Lord has been and IS to me.
To be able to adequately share how he lifted me up (literally) from death's door. How he put a new song in my heart!!!
 

Heaven Awaits












Warm, soft, strong,
His arms hold me close.
Tenderness, peace, love.
He speaks with His eyes.

Together in silence.
Face to face at last.
Tears of joy shed together.
No memory of my past.

A love to die for.
A death to live for.
The two become one.
My Lord and me.

Heaven awaits.

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AmyColleen



Magnificent worship



You are- Magnificent 

When I can't lift my head
To look to the hills
Only fall on my face
Besides my breath I am still
Magnificent worship

Life is in me
You are with me
Pick me up
Draw me close
Give me love - give me peace - give me you - give me hope
Magnificent worship

All of me - you are 
I will be - you are
Not one thing can I do
Without you
Give me love - give me peace - give me you - give me hope
Magnificent worship

So lift my head - as I
Look to the hills - where you are
When I fall - on my face
Breath in me
BE life in me
 Dance Holy Spirit in me
Pick me up 
Draw me close
Give me love - give me peace - give me you - give me hope
Magnificent worship

Magnificent worship


1/12/24

Ours is not to question why


Ours is not to question why
It is ours but to obey 
Obedience is far better than sacrifice
In the dessert I walk today

I trust alone in His unfailing love
Lead by the light of His word
Eyes fixed on the prize straight ahead
Ears only on HIS voice I have heard

I see the storm brewing in my path
I must continue on my plight
For I know what my Master has told me
And I walk by faith - not by sight

Everything in me wants to turn back
Escape this dessert I'm in
Lord please help me through this
Deliver me from all sin

Ours is not to question why
It is ours but to obey 
Obedience brings God's blessings
And His hand of deliverance our way



AmyColleen 11/06/2011
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