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8/1/17

Today I Realized


God  heard everything I ever said to Him.

He heard every single word.
All the prayers I had ever prayed.

In fact, even those prayers that were no more than a groaning within my spirit born deep from my heart. 

HE heard them ALL.

Staring out my car window. Surrounded by a host of rush hour traveler's speeding past. Everyone in a hurry. Everyone going somewhere important to them - and today? Me, on my way to nowhere important really. It just HITS ME   *wham*    Like someone is playing a movie in my car and the screen is my windshield.

Strangest darn thing. 
I mean seriously - like yesterday in Target, only different. THIS time I start to see (remember) times and circumstances in my life that have been or are difficult or hurtful. 

THEN I SEE  (This is SOOOO cool) prayers I prayed! 

I  actually saw prayers that I had prayed, like written down.
The words flash across the screen (windshield).
I also saw (was reminded of) dreams the Lord had given me about such times - and - the VICTORIOUS outcome!

That's when I realized.

Everything I have been going through. 
Every trial - every hardship and tribulation, they were more than "just allowed" by God to build character - they were, ARE in fact, ANSWERS TO PRAYER - I was being given (strange as it was) a very unusual vision experience in my car - and  -because of it; 

TODAY I REALIZED - God hears my every prayer.

I will not pretend to understand how He works. 
I am just thankful He does and always amazed and so very humbled when He does.

I have prayed some pretty, well actually very serious prayers. 
God has taken them to heart. 
So I expect I will see some pretty serious trials and testings.

I suppose at this point I'm just glad I made it to where I was going without causing a major wreck on the interstate!

lol

11/28/12

Today I Cried

Well, it has been an interesting few days...weeks...WHO am I trying to kid here? It's more like months....YEPPERS, I have been on an emotional "roller" coaster.  Honesty, I have been doing really good about hiding it. Holding it all in. Until.....TODAY....Yep.....Today I cried.
It was the strangest thing. I don't know if it was hormones or left over anesthesia from my procedure yestetday. Both maybe? But the strangest thing happened today at Target. As I walked past the baby  girls clothes I just got so excited inside as I saw all the precious  little outfits. Then I rounded the corner and saw the baby boys section. Again, my heart just leaped! I thought to myself, "Oh if I only had grand babies to spoil!"
Then suddenly I remembered I did, but I didn't. My heart sunk....and I cried. Right there in public. Tears literally flowed...streamed....down my cheeks. I completely forgot why I came to Target...and left as quickly as I could. Trying not to be seen.
I have been so strong. All this time.
So I thought.
Then I went to Target and I cried.
Go figure.